Below are the 11 most recent journal entries recorded in bellino536's LiveJournal:

Sunday, April 10th, 2005
3:31 pm	i wanted it to be you so badly... When all the world is a hopeless jumble And the raindrops tumble all around Heaven opens a magic lane When all the clouds darken up the skyway There's a rainbow highway to be found Leading from your window pane To a place behind the sun Just a step beyond the rain Somewhere over the rainbow way up high There's a land that I've heard of once in a lullaby Somewhere over the rainbow skies are blue And the dreams that you dare to dream Really do come true Some day I'll wish upon a star And wake up where the clouds are far behind me Where troubles melt like lemon drops Away above the chimney tops That's where you'll find me Somewhere over the rainbow blue birds fly Birds fly over the rainbow Why then, oh why can't I? If happy little bluebirds fly beyond the rainbow Why oh why can't I? Current Mood: drained Current Music: you've got mail (the movie) (Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 22nd, 2005
8:22 pm	hmmm yea so i basically solved my dilema for the time being. i've decided to ignore e. altman (b-ball coach) and the camp administrators (lake ossippee is the name of the town)for as long as possible until i absoulutly have to pick one. thanks for all your help tho. and ali, france will be fucking awsome! take pictures cause you know we're going to want to hear all about it. and a trip to amy's is definetly in the works. its been too long darlin. so anyway, lax tryouts have started and boy, are they tough! and by tough i mean i get to sit there and laugh at all the people who've never played before hurt themselves with their sticks. even the runnings not that bad. and instead of alternating between ice cream trips with bouton and elise, they decided to join forces...so twice the fun for me and less of telling the same stories to two people. i plan on trying every single cresent ridge ice cream flavor before the lax season is over, whose with me?!?!?! sorry i missed becky's party, it sounded like a hell of alot of fun. and i found your present finally! it was in the car. so i shall be leaving you all because you probably have better things to do other than read this (as if!) come bio, come math, come murrrrrrrrrrry! onward to ignoring them all!! a. Current Mood: all the penguins look the same Current Music: tv (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 9th, 2005
7:03 pm	what did i do? "what did you do" is a phrase most used in my house when we yell at the dog for eating our socks or the whole dinner. but what did i do? i'll tell you what i did. i signed up to cit at a camp this summer and everything was hunky-dory until i didn't get an answer for several months past the time i was suppose to. so i assumed that i wasn't chosen and began to consider other options...i got invited to three summer camps for volleyball, basketball, and lacrosse, and a tournament. so at this point i was looking forward to attending all these camps until on my way home from school my mom announces that they got a call from the original camp and they said they couldn't reach me becuase my e-mail wasn't working but i made it. so now, what did i do? i'm totally happy to spend my summer at home with all my friends and working out for the next sports year and even making beach vacations with a few and BOOM i find out i'm not even going to be here. from mid june to mid august i'll be isolated, in nh. this means no beach trips, no jumping into out lake at night, and no prep for sports. This sucks. althought i might have been just as upset if i found out that it was for certain that i got rejected. "what did i do" seems to be the phrase of the day for me. still hearing the screaming in my head, a. Current Mood: morose Current Music: dinner noises in the backround (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, October 22nd, 2004
9:14 pm	Adopt your own Old Skool Adoptable! victim. (Comment on this)
Monday, October 11th, 2004
12:06 pm	i forgot... okay so i keep forgetting to update this thing cause i much rather read everybody elses. ummm...most recent update i can give: woke up  mary came by to wait for her parents. we moved my bed around just to find that i liked it the other way better. walked monty  took a shower called voleyball upperclassmen (cause we got yelled at for not attending the team dinners and crap) for a ride to town spa at 5. then i'm hoping to come home and read 2 chapters of siddartha and write an english essay. the past weekend has been fun with stephs party and other get togethers. and thank god sasha found her cat. a. ps. i happen to like giving my days tittles so there! Current Mood: recumbent Current Music: dawsons creek in the backround (Comment on this)
Friday, September 24th, 2004
3:16 pm	something i copied from sasha, who copied it from max 1. Copy this whole list into your journal. 2. Bold the things that are true about you. 3. Whatever you don’t bold is false. 01. I miss somebody right now. 02. I don’t watch much TV these days 03. I love olives 04. I love sleeping 05. I own lots of books 06. I wear glasses or contact lenses 07. I love to play video games 08. I’ve tried marijuana 09. I’ve watched porn movies                                                                           10. I have been in a threesome 11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship 12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy 13. I have acne free skin. 14. I like and respect Al Sharpton 15. I curse frequently 16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. 17. I have a hobby 18. I’ve been told I: (women) have an applebottom, (men) am packing. 19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me 20. I’m smart 21. I’ve never broken someone’s bones.   22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal 23. I hate the rain 24. I’m paranoid at times 25. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free 26. I need money right now! 27.I love SUSHI  !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 28. I talk really, really fast.  29. I have fresh breath in the morning 30. I have semi-long hair 31. I have lost money in Las Vegas 32. I have at least one brother and/or one sister 33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S. 34. I shave my legs (females) or face (males) on a regular basis 35. I have a twin 36. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. 37. I couldn’t survive without Caller I.D. 39. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months 40. I know how to cornrow 41. I am usually pessimistic 42. I have a lot of mood swings 43. I think prostitution should be legalized 44. I think Britney Spears is hot  45. I have cheated on a significant other in the past 46. I have a hidden talent  47. I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar I have 48. I think that I’m popular 49. I am currently single 50. I have kissed someone of the same sex 51. I enjoy talking on the phone 52. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants (when I'm home mainly) 53. I love to shop 54. I would rather shop than eat 55. I would classify myself as ghetto 56. I’m bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders 57. I’m obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal 58. I don’t hate anyone. I just don’t bother with them. 59. I’m a pretty good dancer 60. I don’t think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington 61. I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother 62. I have a cell phone 63. I believe in God 64. I watch MTV on a daily basis 65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months 66. I love drama 67. I have never been in a real relationship before 68. I’ve rejected someone before 69. I currently have a crush on someone.  70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life 71. I want to have children in the future 72. I have changed a diaper before 73. I’ve called the cops on a friend before 74. I bite my nails 75. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club 76. I’m not allergic to anything 77. I have a lot to learn 78. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger 79. I plan on seeing Ice Cube’s newest "Friday" movie 80. I am very shy around the opposite sex sometimes. 81. I’m online 24/7, even as an away message 82. I have at least 5 away messages saved 83. I have tried alcohol or drugs before 84. I have made a move on a friend’s significant other in the past. 85. I own the "South Park" movie 86. I have avoided assignments at work to be on Xanga or Livejournal 87. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum 88. I enjoy some country music. 89. I would die for my best friend 90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza 91. I watch soap operas whenever I can 92. I’m obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist 93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career(or faked another sexuality) 94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all 95. I know all the words to Slick Rick’s "Children’s Story" 96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy 97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it 98. I have dated a close friend’s ex 99. I have cut my self before... 100. I am happy at this moment   so i know that i haven't been updating in a while, but thast cause i'm busy with vball and all. schools going alright. i have alot of make up work from the week i missed which im suppose to do now. tonight i might see a movie with my sister, tomorow i'll hang out with mel!!! and sundays ccd day...(eww) so thats about all i guess. a. Current Mood: exhausted Current Music: television (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, September 3rd, 2004
6:23 am	potatoes okay so big deal! i forgot that the potatoes were on the stove and i didnt touch them for 45 minutes therefore they turned into mush. somehow my mom managed, as she allways does, to yell at me about her crap and how she has to take care of my siblings and all the work she does (btw, she created her own problems and does stuff for no reason such as washing the same window 3 times a day becuase she needs something to do and doesn't know how to appreciate an allready cleaned window!) so im sitting here not saying anything cause if i spoke it would be talking back and if i didn't say anything she would get angry cause i don't acknowlege what she's saying. then my brothers yelling "shut up" from the other room and when i shout back "shut up" obviously get in trouble for speaking. gah!! then talked about me needing a maid and a cook when i grow up! I WAS THE ONE WHO MADE THE POTATOES IN THE FIRST PLACE! i know how to cook. sorry that this is such a boring entry. went to sasha's this afternoon with nate, nate, owen, and jono. we played tackle duck duck goose, badmitten, and molested spencer. it was fun. sorry for the mess sasha! oh and i dropped my cell phone into sasha's toilet today. it died shortly after. a. Current Mood: aggravated Current Music: vaccum (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, September 2nd, 2004
8:45 am	school again first day of school went like this: wake up at six. get ready. take bus to school with feff. sit in our usual spots in the caf. go to homeroom. in homeroom play silly games with mercs about random questions. we made kim laugh. then a stupid assembly with mark...a horrible public speaker. next the activity, which i thought was alot of fun. we had to build communities. i was yellow. it wouldn't be any other way. volleyball practice went really well today. my serves where strong and i got to spike alot during the games. came home, only to be greated by my complaining sister. walked monty. went to chinatown with mom, greg, bina. yum. came home. watched disney channel cause i forgot about the pats game...opps! quickly changed the channel there. now im here. a. p.s. dont all the penguins look the same? Current Mood: full Current Music: pats crowd/disney channel (Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 31st, 2004
9:39 am	score! I MADE THE VOLLEYBALL TEAM!!! yaay! go me, lol its just jv tho. anyway today i found that out, came home cleaned my desk, and read the tao of pooh. a. Current Mood: grateful Current Music: none...im reading! (Comment on this)
Monday, August 30th, 2004
8:24 pm	today i got up went shopping with mom and greg. bought 2 pairs of long sweatpants for 3 dollars each (score) and then we ate at panera bread! so good. stopped at dd's and got a md. strawberry fruit coolata and then left it on my desk (where who knew it would be snatched and gulped down by my sister!!) then i had practice. it was an okay practice. better than most. until it started to rain and i danced followed by stares from mrs. g waited for greg in the rain with peg and then went home jono and ben came over we played volleyball mercs came over more volleyball and tomatoe salad...sooooooo good!!! thanks jess and jerry!! mary got here. water hose and more volleyball and sweating in my room. now updating this and watching the last five minutes of fools rush in. "to experiance love you must surrender to it" things to remeber: serendipity flaming lips snuggles summer reading and movie from wess. the end for now. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, August 29th, 2004
9:59 pm	my first entry today i slept in. then went to starbucks with steph, sasha, mercs, and ben. we played cards, and as usual i was an ass. after that stephs mom drove me to volleyball at debrah sampson (thank you) where i continued to be an ass. volleyball was okay. it was alot of old people attempting to make funny puns about volleyball...yea. i didnt do as well as i hoped but whatever, its not like it counted. so after i realized that i lsot my cell phone angie offered me a ride home and i took it. now my mom said that we have to go back and look for the cell at 10 at night! i would tell her that she's cray but i dont want to get grounded again. now im watching the end of the olympics with my mom and sister. i cant wait for them to start again. in this entry there arent going to be any pharagraphs because i dont feel like going back and fixing what i wrote. let's see what else...i also spoke to melanie again finally. its been way to long. and amy called like half an hour ago. we had a nice talk. (the olympic flame is going down!!) so until tomorow! a. Current Mood: sympathetic Current Music: greek/bejing anthems in the backround (Comment on this)